still weak

ya was totally disgusted sad and frustrated that i allowed what he did to his ex to happen to me. i remember when i was witnessing it all i told myself i'll never go with him for this reason. then he "changed" and became nice till i fell.

and now looks like the end product's the same. i'm like her. another victim of my stupidity. so just now, as u can see from my previous post, was a declaration that i'm not going to let myself fall again cos its so obvious he didnt change.

then i just did something that i'm not quite sure whether was right for my feelings. cos i was so pissed i went to search for cached pages of his blog which he deleted right after we broke. my purpose was to show what a freakin liar he was. you can see it all in my old blog.

but now, i feel sad. reading those stuff's making me sad. i miss those times.

but i know i must be strong.